NF - FEAR (Official Music Video)

Official music video for “FEAR” by NF from the FEAR EP Lyrics: [Intro] Hello darkness, my old friend (Hello) Knocking at my door again (*Knock knock knock*) Begging me to come outside, I Let you back into my life Now, usually I&be strong enough To lock the doors and keep &shut But not today, I&desperate (Desperate) So go ahead and come on in So go ahead and come on in So go ahead and come on in [Verse] OCD is worse than ever, hands are bleeding Maybe I should take the pills, don't Know what&going on with me somedays I actually think I might be schizo- Phrenic, prolly not, but even writing this is makin&me begin to spiral, oh God (Oh, oh, oh) Made a promisе to myself I wouldn&let the fеar back in but then I did though Told the world I was sick of running, then went back to running, what a joke Disappointed, yeah, me too, I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough Guess not It&the same song and dance, you&all seen it before Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk to the floor Every decision made isn&mine anymore Like a puppet with strings, I just don&have a choice What&the truth? What&a lie? Help me God, help me Lord Face your fears, dry your eyes Grandma died, what&the point? Lost the keys, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy Lost a friend, lost my home, lost my faith, lost my voice (Desperate) [Chorus] Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash While I hold the gas can Asking God if He started this fire Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?