Nightmare by Halsey

song by halsey Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep If I shall die before I 'wake I pray the Lord my soul to take I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I&tasted blood and it is sweet I&had the rug pulled beneath my feet I&trusted lies and trusted men Broke down and put myself back together again Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger I&pinched my skin in between my two fingers And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors "Come on, little lady, give us a smile" No, I ain&got nothin&to smile about I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for A moment to say I don&owe you a goddamn thing I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I&no sweet dream, but I&a hell of a night That I&no sweet dream, but I&a hell of a night No, I won&smile, but I&show you my teeth And I&let you speak if you just let me breathe I&been polite, but won&be caught dead Lettin&a man tell me what I should do in my bed Keep my exes in check in my basement &kindness is weakness, or worse, you&complacent I could play nice or I could be a bully I&tired and angry, but somebody should be "Come on, little lady, give us a smile" No, I ain&got nothin&to smile about I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for A moment...