Silent Hill 2 OST - Wishful Thinking (Extended)

In my restless dreams, I can still see the times when I was happy. Now it pains me to even crack a smile, let alone chuckle. I don&recall when did I laugh last time, but my eyes are red and swollen from all the tears I&shed. Looks like I can&cry anymore. Guess I&laugh now, no matter how much pain it gives me. Dead should rest and let the living move on with their lives. I will never forget you, Felix, I only hope you will forgive me. I could never thank you enough for comforting me in times of hardships. Rest well, buddy. I keep walking on my own, and the road is slowly getting better.