The Living Tombstone - It's been so long (Sped Up) 1 Hour Loop

Lyrics: I don&know what I was thinking Leaving my child behind Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind With all this anger, guilt and sadness Coming to haunt me forever I can&wait for the cliff at the end of the river Is this revenge I am seeking? Or seeking someone to avenge me? Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free Maybe I should chase and find Before they&try to stop it It won&be long before I&become a puppet It&been so long Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter Since you&been gone I&been singing this stupid song so I could ponder The sanity of your mother I wish I lived in the present With the gift of my past mistakes But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper Justification is killing me But killing isn&justified What happened to my son? I&terrified It lingers in my mind And the thought keeps on getting bigger I&sorry my sweet baby, I wish I&been there It&been so long Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter Since you&been gone I&been singing this stupid song so I could ponder The sanity of your mother