THE TROLLGE FILES X OMORI - CATOPTROPHOBIA (INSTRUMENTAL)

i wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time stare at the ceiling while i hold back what&on my mind and when they ask me how i&doing, i say, "i&just fine" and when they ask me how i&doing, i say, "i&just fine" but the fact is i can never get off of my mattress and all that they can ask is "why are you so sad, kid?" (why are you so sad, kid?) that&what the mask is that&what the point of the mask is so you can see i&tryin&you won&see me cryin' i&just keep on smilin&i&good (yeah, i&good) and it just keeps on pilin&it&so terrifying but i keep on smilin&i&good (yeah, i&good) i&been carin&too much for so long been comparin&myself for so long been wearin&a smile for so long, it&real so long, it&real, so long, it&real always bein&judged by a bunch of strange faces scared to go outside, haven&seen the light in ages but i&been places so i&okay-ish, so i&okay-ish yeah, i&okay, bitch but the fact is i need help, i&failin&all my classes they think that i need glasses i just really wish that i could pass this (wish that i could pass this) that&what the mask is that&what the point of the mask is so you can see i&tryin&you won&see me cryin' i&just keep on smilin&i&good (yeah, i&good) and it just keeps on pilin&it&so terrifying but i keep on smilin&i&good (yeah, i&good) i&been carin&too much for so long been comparin&myself for so long been wearin&a smile for so long, it&real so long, it&real, so long, it&real so long, it&real so long, it&real