Shinitai Chan [Novaedoesmusic Remix]

My remake on this, with some of my friends ^^ lmk what y&think yea :D Credits: Mixing and Mastering: ETA: 4 months Enjoy :)) (any suggestions for improvement let me know down below, and tysm for watching) Lyrics: When I was young I used to depend On friends and love, without pretend But I was not ready for all the stress That came, with growing faster than the rest Every wasted second becomes more like eternity But then, nothing revolves around me The fact was it ain&meant to be So abrupt, there&no turning back Ah, I have tried, I have tried Time again I&always lied Doing well, for a sec Then it all comes back Every time I forgot (Every time I forget) My memories come unlocked (All the pain just brings me back) No more please, not to me I wanna cry, wanna die I ask to the lords divine Have I sinned, no reprieve Why do you always challenge me I have tried, called for light But darkness enshrouds within Was my best not enough When I sit on the ledge and look down The ground's So far from me I&scared In the depths of my own soul The pain from within shook me whole All the woe rushing to my head Brain a mess, can&amend Ah I can&jump I can&die Final step to end my life Trembling hands, blood red eyes But I still can&reach my demise All my sins, and my pain Disappearing from my brain As my soul runs away Ah, I&alright, I&alright My mind just ain&on my side When I cry when I whine My errors happen all the time All my thoughts, become knots Swirling around in my mind...