vlog 01.09.10 - GRS Post Op Day #41 - Post Op Depression

A little update on how things are going. No ring cushion anymore! I&free! Maybe I was playing it a little safe and could have ditched it earlier, but whatever. No more! Lata, sucka! I have been having occasional bouts of depression post op. Looking at my life pre op and pre transition make me think about what I might be missing. But it&done and there&no going back. And that lack of option might be partially to blame. Before it was a choice I had to make. Stay the same or change. Now I&locked in. No going back. And that&scary. What if I can never have a normal life ever? Oh well. I think these worries will subside as I gain mobility and can start living my life again without being in bed all the time. I need to get out there and socialize and exercise and work and play and date and have fun. Without those things I only have time to think about the lack of them.