500 Дней Лета (2009) (Nikkin Music Video) - Until I Wake - Self Medicated (4K)

Lyrics: [Verse 1] A cynic, I&hopeless, I&broken There is no light inside of me I&tired, I&restless, I&lonesome But I can never sleep My mind plays games when I&alone now You said the worst things to get inside my head Intoxication takes control now Self-medication takes its grip [Pre-Chorus] I&crawling on the floor (Take deep breaths, your heart is racing) There&clawing at the door Oh God, don&let &take me [Chorus] Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I&entertaining thoughts that are no good for me [Verse 2] When I&completely numb, a darkness takes me I turn into someone I hate completely [Pre-Chorus] It&me against the world (Take cover, you cannot fix me) And just throw me to the wolves I&a victim of self-pity [Chorus] Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I&entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I&never losing sight of what&in front of me [Bridge] I&given up I&in for a lifetime of Second-guessing everything that I&become My mind plays games when I&alone Self-medicated, intoxication takes control Now I have to find my way out I have to find my voice These thoughts are no good for me [Chorus] Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I&entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I&never losing sight of what&in front of me