MLP FIL (Base Edit) Am I good enough? (Ponysona)

When I look at MLP Bases from others, I try to draw like them but to no sucess. Sometimes I think I¬ good enough. My Drawings are not so good like others and I have the Feeling that I will never become good enough. I have no Friends in Real Life and my Best Friend killed herself last year. I fail at finding a job and I get rejected. Why... Why can&I be like others... Time: 45min Base: Final Picture: Ships: Computer Geek X Horror Lover (seperated) = Midnight Fantasy My Deviantart: This NG belongs to me! Please like and subscribe!