otep shamaya dedicated to my enemy

you have 7 more seconds to decipher your life,before my tongue becomes a blade and your brain gets sliced. I warned you before,I&addicted to war, I was prayin&for Armageddon on the day I was born.. 3pds. 4oz. 7 weeks premature perfectly flawed and perfectly impure See,it was a night of lies it was a sick,quick,compromise it was... the devil in his eyes it was... innocence slithering down her thighs it was... it was his fuckin fist into ah... [three hard blows into her side] INTO HER FUCKIN SIDE.. And why?Cuz there was a baby, Barely 3 Months alive. But I SURVIVED... To stubborn to succumb to the drippin jaws of the DOMINANT PARADIGM... I speak out of turn I taugh myself everything that I ever needed to learn,which is:I don&have to be anything.. BUT ME Napalm bright,celebrating the burn.. See,I&supposed to be weak and depleted,my uniqueness,erased and deleted I&supposed to be a fist and a bruise,nothing left inside and nothing left to lose They want me to be a breeder Not a thinker Not a leader A sermonless disciple to a desperate,demented preacher NO VOICE!NO CHOICE! ...but I WILL FAIL THEM!! I have no need for their acceptance,their limits,their lies I learned to hate from YOU! I am your most BELOVED.. BLASPHEMOUS.. CHILD..."