the living tombstone - it's been so long | slowed + reverb

-ˏˋ since i last have seen my son lost to this 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 ꒱ ↷☁️🌟 𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 ↴ i don&know what i was thinking leaving my child behind now i suffer the curse and now i am blind with all this anger, guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever i can&wait for the cliff at the end of the river is this revenge i am seeking? or seeking someone to avenge me? stuck in my own paradox, i wanna set myself free maybe i should chase and find before they&try to stop it it won&be long before i&become a puppet it&been so long since i last have seen my son lost to this monster to the man behind the slaughter since you&been gone i&been singing this stupid song so i could ponder the sanity of your mother i wish i lived in the present with the gift of my past mistakes but the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all i remember those fuzzy memories mess with my temper justification is killing me but killing isn&justified what happened to my son? i&terrified it lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger i&sorry my sweet baby, i wish i&been there it&been so long since i last have seen my son lost to this monster to the man behind the slaughter since you&been gone i&been singing this stupid song so i could ponder the sanity of your mother 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 ↴ #slowedandreverb